Sun, Dec 01, 2002 - 10:58 a.m.

This is my first entry EVER from work. This is also my first time working Sunday by myself open till close.

I'm rather cold and extremely BORED. But all in all I feel good.

I'm feeling alot happier and more normal than I was this past week. I wonder what brought on that intense mood swing??? I was purging alot and I think that was having psychological effects. I was feeling out of control and like a complete failure.

Since it's December first it's now officially CHRISTMAS SEASON...which means I'm constantly surrounded by seasonal reminders. Like right now for instance...I'm staring at a huge fake Christmas tree, and there are tiny little decorations everywhere. It's not bad though, it makes me feel sort of nice and cheery.

Last night Nick took me out to dinner and a movie. We went to this really nice resaurant and had thin crust pizza with chicken and pineapple on it! Lord it was so good. Then we went to see SOLARIS...odd...confusing...overly dramatic. Although I wasn't a big fan of the movie I had an awsome night. He makes me feel so fucking loved. It's amazing.

Today I work until 3, and then Nick and I are going to work out at the YMCA...since Family Fitness closes earlier (we have a 30 day membership). Then we'll probably spend the night in together watching Seinfeld and just being with one another.

BIG NEWS...superficial big news that is. I got an amazing hair straightener. It was freaking ONE HUNDRED DOLLARS..but my sister and I are getting them for each other for Christmas. Anyway, being the loser that I am, I opened it and used it yesterday while getting ready to go out. OH MY LORD...I finally have celebrity hair. Now I know how Avril Lavigne gets her hair so gosh darn perfectly pin straight!! I am such a geek...but I'm a geek with good hair!

These are things left on my Christmas Shopping list:

-The Sopranos 3rd Season (Nick)
-Cologne (Nick) (Sears..mom's discount)
-Manicure/French gift cert. (Mom)
-Something for Arynn (my cousin..we drew names)

I have everyone else's gifts already. I'm doing pretty good this year.

Well only 3.5 hours to go.

LoveGrace