Thu, Dec 05, 2002 - 9:49 p.m.

I have been so incredibly super busy at work and whatnot that I have not had a moment to spare.

I litterally came home from work last night and fell asleep in my clothes and everything and didn't wake up until my alarm went off at 8 a.m. at which point I woke up and left for work. INSANE.

A few good things have come out of this. The first being that I haven't had a chance to FUCK myself UP by puking. Yay me. All that shit I was doing to my body seems like a nightmare that never actually happened now, looking back. WEIRD. I'm not in the same mentality anymore or something. I feel so much better, healthier, prettier.

Another good things is (obviously) that I am making good money--for the first time in my life I have actual MONEY. I have an existing significant amount of money in my bank account. Now I just need tons more!

Also doing front desk means I'm on my feet for hours on end, walking around, etc. As a result my pants are falling off of me...which isn't really good. My legs are the first thing that looses weight on my body...as I've mentioned I have relatively (for my body) big boobs, but my legs are very long and thin already. My size 25's didn't fit today..and they had just come out of the dryer. Since I haven't really lost any major weight anywhere else I'm guessing they're just getting really toned. I worked them out Sunday with Nick, and again today I did legs and ASS machines. Nick said his legs got skinnier before they got bigger because (obviously) you loose all the fat from that area while you're toning them. Anyway, I'm rambling, I really have no problem with my legs except that now my pants fit retardedly. I mean I like to look like I have an ASS!

Nick picked me up from work today and from the second we left my work he WOULDN'T KEEP HIS HANDS OFF OF ME. He wouldn't stop kissing me and telling me how much he loved me. He was the same way last time I saw him too. "I don't think I'll ever stop being infatuated with you." He said at one point. I'm not a HUGE kissy person so it's actually getting (I don't want to say annoying but..) to be a tad too much. It was the same way with Aarron too. He was frigging infatuated and all over me and I was like......meh. So what's wrong with me?

I have a crazy day tomorrow. I work a split shift with a work-out and a hair appointment in between.

Uh huh.

Feeling more like myself these days.

LoveGrace