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Thu, Oct 16, 2003 - 12:45 a.m. I'm sitting in my basement right now drinking Chrystal Light and smoking, and it feels damn good. Nick's not impressed. I'm sorta depressed right now, for no reason in particular. I'm a hormonal mess basically. I just need a better outlet for my craziness. I'm twenty years old and feel like fucking LIVING. I want to drink, smoke and be crazy..so kill me. I'm sick of throwing up, so that's why I've taken up smoking. (Not really but that actually sounds about right). Personal Training is cool, but it's hard fucking work if you want to make good $$$$$$. I need to go back to school I suppose...blah. I'm so tired of fighting with Nick--we're going in circles. I don't know what I want... I saw THE BEST movie I've seen in a LONG TIME the other day. It's another foreign film and it's sorta like "Show Me Love" (another of my faves), but it's called "Big Girls Don't Cry"--and it fucking rocks. Enough random shit... I've gotta go to bed soon so I can get up and work out in the morning before my hellishly long day at work tomorrow! LoveGrace 
This is the pic I have on my MSN Messenger right now...aren't I a skank!! PS I'm so pissed at Hanson
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