Wed, Apr 02, 2003 - 10:04 a.m.

Hey Hey!

I think it's writing in here that makes me feel like my life is so .... uneventful. In reality my life is inconsistant enough to provide me with some type of sanity---but when it comes to things worthy of actually recounting in my "online diary" I have nothing; and I feel boring and dull.

Let's see....I should be doing "homework" right now because I have a "wage review" at 4pm today. HOPEFULLY I'll get a raise and won't get canned (my boss is a total BIOTCH). I'm supposed to have all this crap filled out in my yellow binder. I have to do this CD rom thing in a few minutes taht will inform me on closing a sale and halding objections, etc., etc....blah blah blah.

Nick is the best. It's so cheesie and NOT ME to talk about my boyfriend in such "loving" terms but I fucking adore the guy. He would do anything for me and it makes me smile just to think of him. It was the same with Aarron--but totally different. Nick is just so goddamn smart. I can't wait until he's a rich psychiatrist and I'm (God what will I be?) and we're living together in a big fat mansion in sunny California (he wants to live there too).

Working out has been alot better lately. I worked out so hard on the cross-trainer yesterday that I actually omitted sweat!! (I NEVER sweat). Yesterday no management was in all evening and it was so sweet. It was just me taking care of my club, no nagging bosses or little gay assignments to do.

I have nothing major to look forward to right now; just when I will see Nick next. It's fun to go a few days without him, because then when we see each other we're all "in love" and all OVER each other immediately. It rocks. Love rocks.

LOveGrace