Wed, Sept 03, 2003 - 5:41 p.m.

Oh man let me breathe!!

I've been working like a freaking dog the past few days. Okay just yesterday and today, but this entire week is going to be INSANE. I worked for 12 hours yesterday and I have a staff meeting at 7 a.m. tomorrow morning.

I already have 2 personal training clients and two prospect consultations booked for the end of this week. STRESSFULL! This is all on top of my freaking 30hrs/week of Customer Service along side Member Ambassador shifts as well as Personal Training "training". Make sense?? I'm confused too!

I'm so stressed out right now and I'm bitter because Nick went to Ikea without me. He stinks. I just ate and egg and I feel yucky now and I'm craving sweets. I must be doing something wrong (Atkins). I think I eat too many nuts.

I'm not losing weight anymore. I'm under 110 which is what I wanted but I liked seeing the numbers fall. I guess that's just the anorexic in me. Nick got mad at me and told me I'm "becoming anorexic" the other day when I refused to drink a shake he made me because it had 6 grams of carbs. He made me drink half of it.

Damn, my break's been over for 10 minutes.

LoveGrace