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Fri, Jun 25, 2004 - 12:15 a.m. HI! I'm always talking about how much I want EXCITEMENT...well it's here...and I'm scared shitless. Well not quite but I feel uneasy. A few things are changing in my life and it's like I can't wrap my head around it. I got a major modeling job and it's on live TV which is wigging me out. It's paying and a good opportunity and I don't know what my problem is. BREATHE! A new job at a new gym is in the works right now which is exciting. I REEEALLY wanted this job forever and never though I could get it...but I sent and email and things are looking good! YAY! I feel so emotionally unstable right now...please God let me get my shit together.
Why does success scare me?
lovegrace
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