Wed, Nov 19, 2003 - 11:02 p.m.

I don't know how to start this entry because I feel conflicted. I have been feeling better lately. Things sort of seem to be falling into place--for now anyway.

Personal Training has been going great; in fact everything to do with work is great. The girls are awsome and we're hanging out alot and getting along phenominally. I've been hitting all my goals and this month I'm at 1300 of my 1500 goal. I've got some sales coming this Fri and next Mon too that will take me there.

With Nick, things have actually been great. He brought me flowers on Sunday and we hung out all day with his friend Jon, and then went back to his house and watched Sopranos. He picked me up yesterday too after work and we had a good night. He's been treating me much better, like he used to---it's almost unsettling. By that I mean...why did he choose to start neglecting me, and now he's good again. That's confusing me a little.

Of course I'm psyched because Britney's new cd IN THE ZONE came out yesterday and it's quite wicked.

Also I had such a KICK ASS (literally) leg workout yesterday that I can barely sit my ass down today. Walking down the stairs to get to the computer room was sooo fuckin painful!

Oh yea, and we sold the house. I'm moving Jan 9th. The house I'm moving to is a step up. It's gorgeous, and I'm a little excited.

lovegrace