Thu, Oct 02, 2003 - 7:46 p.m.

Life is good but right now I'm not.

Nick and I haven't spoken in two days. What the fuck...I'd rather DIE than be the first to call him back, but fuck it hurts when he doesn't call. He's working tonight I know, but he usually gets his break around now and he'll usually call line 5 (I'm at work)....and I'm staring at the phone but it won't fucking ring!!

On top of that I was in and out all day personal training which was great, but in the end I only got to do a little cardio...I feel icky. I puked at home a while back and just ate NitroTech bar which tasted great but always makes me feel just crap-tacular (as in SHITTY!).

I'm waiting for Jenna to finish her consult and then we're driving to Liz (our manager)'s house for October's Kick-Off meeting. It should be fun, a party-type meeting, but I wish Nick would fucking call first so I know what the hell is going on with us.

We just can't seem to get along lately...it's the worst on the phone. When he came over (once last week) he was almost TOO NICE. He wouldn't stop saying how beautiful I was and how I'm so precious to him and blah blah blah....and then we had some fights and now we're not talking.

Shit gotta go.

;lovegrace